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Friday, May 27, 2005

My day

Today is a ruff day for me. I have been thinking of my son Jonathan. I miss him so much, and have been realy thinking about him alot lately. And there are times when i cant go on. And then I look at Vi's and Nathanials faces and know i have to go on. After Jonathan died i had to keep it together because of finding out that i was pregnat, and when i lost that baby i had to be the strong one in the family. David was strong and tried to be as strong as could be for me. Im so scared all the time about my kids going to sleep that they wont wake up. I have times that i cant sleep because im so scared. I am hopeing that at some time i will be able to sleep at night without worring like i do. I have been so tired. I just keep going and knowing that my children need me. sorry if this is boreing to some but realy had to get this out and off my chest today.

any one who wants to read about jonathans website can.

me posted at 1:20 PM 3 comments

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My life is so good right now.....
my mommy group is back up and running good.were even planning on a dollar swap. just something cute and cheap... While the board was down i was so bord. didnt have any of my other momma's to talk to. i have been kicking but on posting for all the time i missed posting, also i want to help make this the best board out there (i already think it is...)

on other news i'v joined a scrapbooking group and that group is so much fun. anyone who reads this and is into scrapbooking should check it out. i am so glad that i found it.

as far as my kids there great and driving me crazy. gotta love them though.they have been so sweet the other day vianna was so sure that daddy was in the bathroom even when i showed her that he wasnt. she didnt believe me. Nathanial has just been doing so good on the bottle. he loves it.
so its late and im going to bed.
goodnight all.

me posted at 12:58 AM 0 comments

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Wednesday, May 25, 2005

Good morning.
We'll good morning world. I cant believe it,Nathanial slept all night. A bottle before bed and he slept all night.i woke up this morning at 7:30 and couldn't believe it. And when he did wake up I got him a bottle and he was so happy and drank it and went back to sleep. I think that he's not going to be as fussy because now he is getting enough. Thought I would be upset about not being able to nurse, but instead I'm glad that he's happy. Well that's all for this morning.

me posted at 8:54 AM 6 comments

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Tuesday, May 24, 2005

My Night

I finally found a template for my store and I have been working with Dreamweaver and working on the look. I'm not sure that I will keep it but it works right now and it has everything that I need on it. But hubby has been having a real neck ache. He has one hell of pulled muscle. So I've been rubbing his neck and putting muscle rub on it every night. I hope that it gets better soon.

The kids were driving me crazy tonight so Vi got put to bed. And unfortunately Nathanial was put on a bottle. He's a lot happier now. I'm guessing that I wasn't producing enough. I wanted to nurse till he was a year old, but ill just deal with the fact that I nursed him till he was over 7 month.

well that all for tonight. I hope all of you sweet dreams and loving thoughts.

me posted at 8:50 PM 2 comments

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Today
Well today has been fun. Both kids are screaming. Got them up and fed and let them play. The weather is lousy so we cant go to a park or anywhere. I hate to take them out when the weather is bad. So after a lot of fits and whining they are now down for a nap.

Been looking for different backgrounds for the website, haven't found anything yet. It is hard to figure out a background when your going to be selling a mixture of different items. I was going to try to find a dog putting on lotion while playing playstation. But I thought that might be a little funny.

I must do dishes today. I cant wait till I get a dishwasher.. The kids always want to be right behind me while I'm doing dishes. And with Nathanial in his walker he's an ankle biter.

Well gonna go want a cig. And we only smoke out in the garage.

me posted at 10:39 AM 0 comments

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What's going on with me

Well we went to walmart today, and hubby got himself another guitar. He has been wanting a brand new one. So we got it. We also got everything out of layway. And I got some craft stuff. So were all happy.

When I got home I made a final decision and have gotten myself a website. It wont be up for a couple of days maybe a week. But when it gets going the web address is http://www.josephinesstuffplus.com . I will be selling pet products along with health and beauty. Haven't decided weather or not to sell electronic.
I am hopeing not to become a millionare, but maybe just add some to the budget and help out with the bills. I am so lucky to have a husband who has no problem with me being a sahm and understands that it is more important for me to be with my kids at home. Then for me to work and have a nanny or daycare takeing care of the kids. If he wasn't so understanding I don't think i would have been able to nurse my kids. I did work before I had my kids, and also after I had Jonathan even after he passed away. And then after I had Vianna i worked a few weeks, but it was to much pressure on her. So I now sit at home. When im not on my online mommy group or takeing care of them, i'm sleeping.

Well that is all for tonight sorry I didn't get this in before midnight. oh well one day with out a blog. I'll have to make up for it today :)

me posted at 12:06 AM 6 comments

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Sunday, May 22, 2005

Crazy Sunday....

Well I have been wondering about my hubby. I swear he has been taking ginseng again. He says he hasn't but he has been all over me today, and actually able to keep up with out wanting a nap. He says that he has been taking my prenate's. He might as well I cant. They make me sick and so tired.

We never made it to splash park, obviously. :) But we did go to breakfast and then to big lots. And he ended up getting a new saw. So he has been a very lucky man today.

At home we filled up the pool (in which the dog has put a small hole in the air ring) and Vi played in it while whe were filling it. It was so cute wish i would have taken the camera out there. Nathanial didnt want anything to do with the pool just wanted to nurse. Must be a male thing ;)

well thats all for tonight.

me posted at 10:15 PM 2 comments

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Saturday, May 21, 2005

Well its Saturday

Hubby had to work today and im stuck here. Vianna is trying to drive me crazy, getting into everything she knows she not suppose to be in. And of course when i tell her to stop she either gets on the floor and starts to scream or give's me that f*** you look. I am so tired of her giveing me that look. She always waits till im nursing Nathanial to realy start her crap up.

So after im done nursing Nathanial hes off to bed and so is she. Mommy needs a little me time. I know shes just testing the waters and seeing how far she can go. But she is driveing me crazy. But she is almost 2 years old so I can blame that. I still hope that she will grow out of it..

Tomarrow is going to be a fun day. We are going to take the kids to Splash park. Vianna loves that place, and I love the fact that it is free for the kids to play in the water. When we went there for a play date i didnt think that she would want to play in the sprinklers since they have sprinklers that can hit you from all angles, but she did. I didnt take a bathing suit or towel.But that was ok when we left i changed her and just left her in her diaper. She was asleep in the car before we were even down the road. She was so cute.

Whe'll thats all for now. might post more later.

me posted at 12:03 PM 0 comments

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Friday, May 20, 2005

TODAY'S RECIPE: : Salisbury Steak

1-1/2 pounds ground beef
2 T grated onion
1 tsp salt
1/2 tsp dried marjoram leaves, crushed
1/8 tsp pepper
1 envelope mushroom gravy mix
1 can (3 to 4 ounces) sliced mushrooms, drained
2 T red wine, optional
In a large bowl, combine ground beef, grated onion, salt, marjoram, andpepper. Mix well.Divide meat into 6 portions; shape into oval patties about 3/4-inch thick.Broil Salisbury steak 3 inches from heat for 3 to 4 minutes; turn and broilother side for about 4 minutes, or until done as desired.Prepare gravy mix as package directs. Stir in mushrooms and wine. Heatthrough. Pour gravy over Salisbury steak patties and serve.Makes 6 servings.

me posted at 6:28 PM 0 comments

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my day so far

Well today started as any other Vi wants up, Nathanial is screaming. So I got the kids up and fed. And while i was looking over Ebay to get a friend of mine some stuff that she needs for her business. At which time Vianna gave her brother a piece of garlic leaf and by the time that i noticed(hes always gaging himself with his fingers) and tried to get it out he swallowed it. So I called the dr.'s office and they said dont worry. And now he has stinky garlic breath. Now he has been nursed and is taking a nap, and i put vianna in her room for a nap. And I get a chance to relax and do a little of this before i have to do some house work.
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my little one a couple of months ago.

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mypizza face little girl.

me posted at 1:37 PM 2 comments

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Thursday, May 19, 2005

Hello,
This is my first blog (well not first but hopefuly ill get it right this time).
I have been married to a wonderful man since November 6, 1999. We have had 3 Beautiful children. Jonathan was born on July 9,2000 and he passed away on April 24, 2003. Vianna was born July 12, 2003. And Nathanial was born on October 6, 2004.

They are the greatest kids around. Vi has her terible 2 going on, but she still knows how to make me laugh.

me posted at 11:11 PM 3 comments

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